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Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boards
jankearney123 posted:
sorry i guess i just feel more comfortable here. i probably will start alientating ya'll so just feel free to ignore anything that might come your way! went to pt today and i hurt worse now of course
i am very lonely. my husband told me last night that i needed to get well soon! so i'm well! just like that! he said we don't talk and do stuff like we used to. right? what was that again that we've done all our life? hmmmmmm talk? an hour a half hour i guess thats enough and then he falls asleep. hmmmmmmm. but nothing ever changes. eat watch tv go to bed. i find a few programs amusing.
am i spacing ok and not writing in all caps? this is progress. who even knows where a real paragraph ends and begins. does any one ever listen to enya? interesting music different.
nobody wants me anymore because there's always something wrong with me. so i shall stay here. the one last i have i'm starting to pretend with her so that is a good thing. i'm sorry for the post i've been trying real hard to refrane.
its a good night afterall. i will wake up to beautiful things and be happy just like you! and you! and you! and if i don't then i'll be damned to hell. don't want that so i will be fine.
to
night i got pictures from someone i used to be very close to. not close to her anymore and she's betrayed me badly and had the audacity to send me pics of her 19 year old daughters baby. it wouldn't gross me out as much cept that the kids' been having sex since she was 14 and at 14 had an abortion. i dunno is it just me? probably.
i'm just being me and for that i'm just utterly ................well i can't even say it becaquse i don't want none of this no sir kinda stuff so i'll just zip it now and leave it at that.
i hope if you do read this its easier on your eyes. its kinda funny i always felt like i can read capitol letters easier than lower case. i guess the sight is in the eye of the beholder.
thank you! and you! and you! and you! and you!
i am very lonely. my husband told me last night that i needed to get well soon! so i'm well! just like that! he said we don't talk and do stuff like we used to. right? what was that again that we've done all our life? hmmmmmm talk? an hour a half hour i guess thats enough and then he falls asleep. hmmmmmmm. but nothing ever changes. eat watch tv go to bed. i find a few programs amusing.
am i spacing ok and not writing in all caps? this is progress. who even knows where a real paragraph ends and begins. does any one ever listen to enya? interesting music different.
nobody wants me anymore because there's always something wrong with me. so i shall stay here. the one last i have i'm starting to pretend with her so that is a good thing. i'm sorry for the post i've been trying real hard to refrane.
its a good night afterall. i will wake up to beautiful things and be happy just like you! and you! and you! and if i don't then i'll be damned to hell. don't want that so i will be fine.
to
night i got pictures from someone i used to be very close to. not close to her anymore and she's betrayed me badly and had the audacity to send me pics of her 19 year old daughters baby. it wouldn't gross me out as much cept that the kids' been having sex since she was 14 and at 14 had an abortion. i dunno is it just me? probably.
i'm just being me and for that i'm just utterly ................well i can't even say it becaquse i don't want none of this no sir kinda stuff so i'll just zip it now and leave it at that.
i hope if you do read this its easier on your eyes. its kinda funny i always felt like i can read capitol letters easier than lower case. i guess the sight is in the eye of the beholder.
thank you! and you! and you! and you! and you!
18 Replies |Watch This Discussion | Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardssorry i guess i just feel more comfortable here. i probably will start alientating ya'll so just feel free to ignore anything that might come your way! went to pt today and i hurt worse now of course<br /> <br />i am very lonely. my husband told me last night that i needed to get well soon! so i'm well! just like that! he said we don't talk and do stuff like we used to. right? what was that again that we've done all our life? hmmmmmm talk? an hour a half hour i guess thats enough and then he falls asleep. hmmmmmmm. but nothing ever changes. eat watch tv go to bed. i find a few programs amusing.<br /> <br />am i spacing ok and not writing in all caps? this is progress. who even knows where a real paragraph ends and begins. does any one ever listen to enya? interesting music different.<br /> <br />nobody wants me anymore because there's always something wrong with me. so i shall stay here. the one last i have i'm starting to pretend with her so that is a good thing. i'm sorry for the post i've been trying real hard to refrane.<br /> <br />its a good night afterall. i will wake up to beautiful things and be happy just like you! and you! and you! and if i don't then i'll be damned to hell. don't want that so i will be fine.<br /> <br />to<br /> <br />night i got pictures from someone i used to be very close to. not close to her anymore and she's betrayed me badly and had the audacity to send me pics of her 19 year old daughters baby. it wouldn't gross me out as much cept that the kids' been having sex since she was 14 and at 14 had an abortion. i dunno is it just me? probably. <br /> <br />i'm just being me and for that i'm just utterly ................well i can't even say it becaquse i don't want none of this no sir kinda stuff so i'll just zip it now and leave it at that.<br /> <br />i hope if you do read this its easier on your eyes. its kinda funny i always felt like i can read capitol letters easier than lower case. i guess the sight is in the eye of the beholder.<br /> <br />thank you! and you! and you! and you! and you!
Off_The_Wall responded:
I'm very sorry you continue to be in pain and feel lonely. I also feel like my husband and I never talk anymore- he watches TV each night and I'm either online or reading a book so.... Yeah, it does feel a bit lonely since 95% of my days he is the only adult I have any interactions with. Anyway, I wish I had good advice but I don't so I just wanted you to know you were heard.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsI'm very sorry you continue to be in pain and feel lonely. I also feel like my husband and I never talk anymore- he watches TV each night and I'm either online or reading a book so.... Yeah, it does feel a bit lonely since 95% of my days he is the only adult I have any interactions with. Anyway, I wish I had good advice but I don't so I just wanted you to know you were heard.
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
otw make sure you start making your husband talk to you. my patterns have already been set and my husband has a very physical job. So talk to him and tell him you need to talk to you!
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsotw make sure you start making your husband talk to you. my patterns have already been set and my husband has a very physical job. So talk to him and tell him you need to talk to you!
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
I just feel like most days we have nothing to talk about (neither of us are big talkers to begin with.)
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsI just feel like most days we have nothing to talk about (neither of us are big talkers to begin with.)
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
well with P I hope you find a time to talk about her at least and your own private needs.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardswell with P I hope you find a time to talk about her at least and your own private needs.
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
It takes about 5-10 minutes during dinner for me to fill him in on whatever P did during the day. That's about it.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsIt takes about 5-10 minutes during dinner for me to fill him in on whatever P did during the day. That's about it.
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
otw do you have any hopes, dreams and schemes? when i read your post on yourself up with the others you just shine like a star and i think to myself. Now this girls got her act together! I think look how active she is and all the things she does WOW!
So....................there you have it.
So....................there you have it.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsotw do you have any hopes, dreams and schemes? when i read your post on yourself up with the others you just shine like a star and i think to myself. Now this girls got her act together! I think look how active she is and all the things she does WOW!<br /> <br />So....................there you have it.
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
Well clearly I don't have my act together. I'm as messed up as anyone here.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsWell clearly I don't have my act together. I'm as messed up as anyone here.
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
but you didn't answer do you have hopes, dreams and schemes? do you do any of the activities you listed on your bio?
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsbut you didn't answer do you have hopes, dreams and schemes? do you do any of the activities you listed on your bio?
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
I guess I should change my bio because since having a kid (so pretty much in the past 2 years) I haven't done the majority of those things. No surfing, playing sports, riding horses, teaching, jogging, hiking, martial arts, and very little writing. Wrote that bio entirely too long ago it feels like it was a different lifetime.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsI guess I should change my bio because since having a kid (so pretty much in the past 2 years) I haven't done the majority of those things. No surfing, playing sports, riding horses, teaching, jogging, hiking, martial arts, and very little writing. Wrote that bio entirely too long ago it feels like it was a different lifetime.<br />
Off_The_Wall replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
Fixed
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
can see i made a shambles of this. otw you don't have to give up your life because you became a mother. i know its hard but try to find something for yourself ok. now that p is walking you can go hiking. small hikes for tikes. i used to love my mtn trails with the kids.
you can do other things now that are just as fulfilling. perhaps because you are not getting the kind of exercise you were getting its helping to make you more depressed. sounds like you were really active and now that has gone away.
because our society is so obese it's a good idea to start exercise early and even if you're bakina bun you can still do exercise moderately. what kind of thing can you do with your P that involves exercise?
p.s/. i'm sorry you changed your bio
you can do other things now that are just as fulfilling. perhaps because you are not getting the kind of exercise you were getting its helping to make you more depressed. sounds like you were really active and now that has gone away.
because our society is so obese it's a good idea to start exercise early and even if you're bakina bun you can still do exercise moderately. what kind of thing can you do with your P that involves exercise?
p.s/. i'm sorry you changed your bio
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boards<i>can see i made a shambles of this. otw you don't have to give up your life because you became a mother. i know its hard but try to find something for yourself ok. now that p is walking you can go hiking. small hikes for tikes. i used to love my mtn trails with the kids.<br />you can do other things now that are just as fulfilling. perhaps because you are not getting the kind of exercise you were getting its helping to make you more depressed. sounds like you were really active and now that has gone away. <br />because our society is so obese it's a good idea to start exercise early and even if you're bakina bun you can still do exercise moderately. what kind of thing can you do with your P that involves exercise?<br /> <br />p.s/. i'm sorry you changed your bio</i>
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
No, you didn't make a shamble of anything. It needed to be changed. One of the things that causes me to feel the most alone and the most isolated in my everyday life is how I play it off as if my life is perfect even on days when I am really struggling. I don't need to be doing that here too.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsNo, you didn't make a shamble of anything. It needed to be changed. One of the things that causes me to feel the most alone and the most isolated in my everyday life is how I play it off as if my life is perfect even on days when I am really struggling. I don't need to be doing that here too.
jankearney123 replied to Off_The_Wall's response:
No you don't have to pretend here otw. dreams, hopes and schemes? Would you answer?
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsNo you don't have to pretend here otw. dreams, hopes and schemes? Would you answer?
Off_The_Wall replied to jankearney123's response:
I don't know if I completely understand the question..... I have hopes and dreams for my kid(s), mainly that they are happy and healthy.
Report This| Share this:Ot/p.t. and pain and yes i've went to the pain boardsI don't know if I completely understand the question..... I have hopes and dreams for my kid(s), mainly that they are happy and healthy.
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