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Write something innocuous in the first line. then leave some spaces between in and the subject matter. this should take care of accidentally triggering someone.
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standing too close - TRIGGER
DOGDANCING_TCOS posted:
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Tcos has been triggered since sunday. I keep thinking its her that is triggered. but I am starting to think its me. I am standing too close to her. I want to self injure. I am not a self injurer. Safe for a suicidal attempt I have never injured the body. Very unsettling feeling. I protect. I do no harm. how does one go from no injuring to being a self injure? Does every one remember the first time they injured? I need to step away but the way we are currently integrated will not allow that without damage to Tcos. makes me afraid that if we integrate deeper I will become a SI-er vs her becoming a non-SI-er. Standing too close to her, can't think clearly like this.
Ste
Tcos has been triggered since sunday. I keep thinking its her that is triggered. but I am starting to think its me. I am standing too close to her. I want to self injure. I am not a self injurer. Safe for a suicidal attempt I have never injured the body. Very unsettling feeling. I protect. I do no harm. how does one go from no injuring to being a self injure? Does every one remember the first time they injured? I need to step away but the way we are currently integrated will not allow that without damage to Tcos. makes me afraid that if we integrate deeper I will become a SI-er vs her becoming a non-SI-er. Standing too close to her, can't think clearly like this.
Ste
I'm not really a psychopath, I just play one on the internet.
6 Replies |Watch This Discussion | Report This| Share this:standing too close - TRIGGER^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^<br /><br />Tcos has been triggered since sunday. I keep thinking its her that is triggered. but I am starting to think its me. I am standing too close to her. I want to self injure. I am not a self injurer. Safe for a suicidal attempt I have never injured the body. Very unsettling feeling. I protect. I do no harm. how does one go from no injuring to being a self injure? Does every one remember the first time they injured? I need to step away but the way we are currently integrated will not allow that without damage to Tcos. makes me afraid that if we integrate deeper I will become a SI-er vs her becoming a non-SI-er. Standing too close to her, can't think clearly like this.<br /><br />Ste
Caprice_WebMD_Staff responded:
Hi Ste,
It's now almost a full day later.... are you safe? Have you been able to take steps to keep yourself safe?
It's now almost a full day later.... are you safe? Have you been able to take steps to keep yourself safe?
You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
~Christopher Robin to Pooh
~Christopher Robin to Pooh
Report This| Share this:standing too close - TRIGGERHi Ste,<br /><br />It's now almost a full day later.... are you safe? Have you been able to take steps to keep yourself safe?
jankearney123 replied to Caprice_WebMD_Staff's response:
hey are you ok
lovely_lemon_tree replied to jankearney123's response:
I remember the first time. It was very unsettling.
I also remember being on here for the first few times and finding out that Paja/TCoS had not injured for five years. It can be done, Ste, and you all can do it. I have great faith in your strength, and I admire it as well.
I also remember being on here for the first few times and finding out that Paja/TCoS had not injured for five years. It can be done, Ste, and you all can do it. I have great faith in your strength, and I admire it as well.
Report This| Share this:standing too close - TRIGGERI remember the first time. It was very unsettling. <br /><br />I also remember being on here for the first few times and finding out that Paja/TCoS had not injured for five years. It can be done, Ste, and you all can do it. I have great faith in your strength, and I admire it as well.
jankearney123 replied to lovely_lemon_tree's response:
you can you can you can
DOGDANCING_TCOS responded:
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Well, we are back from camping. Was great to get away. in the free head space it became clear why I am having this INCREDIBLE URGE to SI. It is cause MIss P "CAN'T" injure right now because of the accident and all the doctor appts and all that crap.
oh but she wants too.
And since I am literally standing in her shoes its filtering through to me. I think I will resist it for her unless it becomes a safety issue. I may be back here for support because the letting go and blind flinging of reason are coming at me at a fast past of late. I had to stop so many rage urges today that I am very tired.
Four more days and one more PT appt and one more Doctar appt and then hopefully this will be close to being over. thank you for listening to me.
Etgibneraundy
Ste
Well, we are back from camping. Was great to get away. in the free head space it became clear why I am having this INCREDIBLE URGE to SI. It is cause MIss P "CAN'T" injure right now because of the accident and all the doctor appts and all that crap.
oh but she wants too.
And since I am literally standing in her shoes its filtering through to me. I think I will resist it for her unless it becomes a safety issue. I may be back here for support because the letting go and blind flinging of reason are coming at me at a fast past of late. I had to stop so many rage urges today that I am very tired.
Four more days and one more PT appt and one more Doctar appt and then hopefully this will be close to being over. thank you for listening to me.
Etgibneraundy
Ste
I'm not really a psychopath, I just play one on the internet.
Report This| Share this:standing too close - TRIGGER^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^<br /><br /><br />Well, we are back from camping. Was great to get away. in the free head space it became clear why I am having this INCREDIBLE URGE to SI. It is cause MIss P "<u>CAN'T</u>" injure right now because of the accident and all the doctor appts and all that crap. <br /><br /><br />oh but she wants too.<br /><br /><br />And since I am literally standing in her shoes its filtering through to me. I think I will resist it for her unless it becomes a safety issue. I may be back here for support because the letting go and blind flinging of reason are coming at me at a fast past of late. I had to stop so many rage urges today that I am very tired. <br /><br /><br />Four more days and one more PT appt and one more Doctar appt and then hopefully this will be close to being over. thank you for listening to me.<br /><br /><br />Etgibneraundy<br /><br /><br />Ste
Caprice_WebMD_Staff replied to DOGDANCING_TCOS's response:
Thank you for updating us and I'm glad there's been some insight into what's going on. Keep on keepin' on. (((hugs)))
You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
~Christopher Robin to Pooh
~Christopher Robin to Pooh
Report This| Share this:standing too close - TRIGGERThank you for updating us and I'm glad there's been some insight into what's going on. Keep on keepin' on. (((hugs)))
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