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    ok i changed my whats left of my mind
    friedeggs posted:
    very unsafw//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// /////////////...........................i am not going to do what i said but iam physically sick and i have decided to let that happen instead. he made me believe that i mattered, but it turned out to be the same storym i hate it i hate it, take a pill and go away, maybe this works for everyone, but it does make me feel wonderful. i have to make my life over because iam sick of being hurt,even by the people that get paid to help
    Healthy relationship ingredients: Love without fear. Trust without wondering. Be there without restrictions. Accept someone without wanting to change them...
    Caprice_WebMD_Staff responded:
    I'm glad you've changed your mind.

    I'm still unclear how he hasn't come through for you aside from not answering your calls lately...? What started all this for you?

    But, aside from that, I also had to learn that I had to rely on ME, that others could support me but I had to be the one to take steps to help myself. I hope you'll continue with our support too. (((hugs)))
    You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
    ~Christopher Robin to Pooh
    friedeggs replied to Caprice_WebMD_Staff's response:
    ty caprice.trigger//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// ...............................i havent changed my mind, i am just foing something that no one knows, so i will keep putting on the mask. i understand what you are saying and i do hear loud and clear, i cant live with people hurting me and they live happy and i am miserable i told him what happened at the hospital before thanksfiving, i called him about asking if he had any open apointments i wrote a few posts on what happened . i am sao alone on this side of the computer
    Healthy relationship ingredients: Love without fear. Trust without wondering. Be there without restrictions. Accept someone without wanting to change them...
    MandyCake replied to friedeggs's response:

    I pray that you will do something for yourself, that you enjoy. I pray that for one entire day, you can leave all your problems behind and focus only on yourself. Can you do this?

    Wearing masks to hide behind, I understand well. I also know how frightening it can be to take off the masks and be real.

    I do not understand why He is not taking your calls, or the jist of it all, but do not give up on you. Caprice is correct... Let us help you, to help you...

    All of the flowers, of all of our tomorrows, are found in the seeds of today. Plant them well, nurish them, nurture them, keep them safe and watch how beautifully they will bloom.

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