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sittingbull594 posted:
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8's in my life te hee!

actually i was on top of the world and now i'm not. I hurt my husbands feelings and i feel dreadful. ugh!

I talked to him he felt like a child. We have had the discussion 3 times about bringing home certain things from the office and he still brings it to me at the office today! I guess i was angry because he refuses to have clients sign the bottom of the tickets so we're no liable.

I'm looking for an excuse to sh actually. to say i'm a messed up blobb like my docs think i am. (of course) i'm putting words in their mouths and husband said that more than likely they don't think worse of me for this latest diagnosis but that they of all people get it!

i don't know exactly what it means to me to be normal. I seem to be what the normal means to others right now?? that being i'm working here and there and going crazy but in different ways. i shake as i type this and it stinks. I hate it. Tomorrow is a big day for me. i have a lot of training to do. i've been stalling. the person we hired is so nonchalant about things. except JC on which she has a praying attitude. te hee. which i actually like! she's ok. I like her. I just feel weirded out and i hope i sleep tonith cuz last night i didnt.

so hyper its hard to fall asleep and i just feel i need to run and i wish i could run cuz i'd take off! and jet to the moon with some brandie new tennie's. maybe i'd buy scetchers. funny odd lil name that brings a smile to my face.

see i hurt hubby today and i feel awful about that! ummm sad the the head shrink at my therapy offices was willing to bury the dx butnot willing to remove it. i don't get it. based because i sh is why i'm dx'd of this. really ticks me off! GROWL!!!


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