lot relevant things i could say... the last one i just got fired .. that complicate my to do list, dont give a # about money, it's just i got debts and i have (had) plans i'm tempted to drink or go sex a stranger or cutting again, but i'm struggling to be strong and fix it, my boyfriend is my strength ,i can't go back to who i used to be ,... but sometimes i think i'm not enough and that even he's gonna give up on me, ..i'll fix it all.. i have to
I told my boyfriend that i feel alone, he's always been so supportive with me , he taught me so many important things, that's why me telling him that i feel alone hurt him so much, he feels like he's not helping me at all, he told me that if i feel like that , so what difference does it make if he's with me or not, he's sad he can't fill me, but he manage to fill me this last 5 years , so basically now i am mad at myself thinking if i'll ever feel complete and i was surprise i felt that cold again after all these years , i thought i wasnt gonna feel it ever again.
I though i was cured but it seems i'm just in latent state.
We talked about it ,we're still hurt but healing, what i meant with what i said is that, i love him and i know he loves me, but i do know that i'm by myself in this life.
I mean is nobody responsability my life my problems , i cant expect him to do all for me, i really thank him for eternity all he's done for me , he did what no one wanted to do, we found each other and he knows how he found me.
Well he taught me well, i'm stronger i'm better than before, we're going to manage things. ILU my J
It's only natural to feel that way, especially considering the current events taking place. It also shows how strong your relationship is b/c you felt you could tell him. And he listened. Even though it hurt, not everything we say or feel will be best. But even though we feel alone, we dont have to fight alone. You have shown strength in reaching out. Keep it up! (HUGS)(if ok...)
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