Tired of living. Tired of these expectations. Tired of fighting for everything. Will anything ever go nice and smooth? I feel like taking my own life. I won't have to feel or remember anything anymore. I wish I could have just one minute of peace. Tired of medications, tired of doctors, tired of talking, Tired of life. Suicide feels like such a great option. I hate my life and everything in it. I am not worthy of anything good. I have come to the conclusion that healing is not possible. Dying of a broken heart.....
Dear AZ: Good advice above. I hope you are doing better. I recently wrote to Mary, and I could echo those thoughts here, too. I have appreciated your thoughts and encouragement on this board. Please keep fighting for your health and healing on every level.
I fight those thoughts, too, at times, thoughts of suicide, more often than I care to admit.
Thank you for the advice and encouragment. Things are so difficult and on top of it memories are being triggered. Its hard to juggle everything.. I am always sick and hate all the medications, hopefully this nightmare will be over soon. Tired of feeling suicidal. I always feel like jumping off that cliff...
Feeling very suicidal tonight. My body hates me and is rebeling against me. I am trying to be strong but right now nothing is helping me. I has another round today and I feel so nauseous weak and alone.....Mentally I don't know how much I can keep going. I am in hell..
Thank you.....Thank you for your support guys. I really really need it. I dont know what else to do. Im tired of being sick...I curse my rotten parents for my genetics. Physically and mentally exhausted. All I can do is wrap myself in a blanket and cry myself to sleep...Not a good way to start the year.
I am not strong....Sometimes I wonder why I am fighting for a life that has been so full of pain? The flashbacks sometimes are scary and it takes time for me to ground myself. Today I don't feel so sick. I am weak and just don't have alot of energy. I have seen therapist in weeks. I don't like to be out alot because my immune system is so weak and I don't like they way I look.
I feel so alone today.I have alot of emotions locked inside that I cannot process. I just don't have the energy. I'm really hurting emotionally today. I feel so lost..There is nothing anyone can do...I guess I just needed someone to listen to me.
Needing a hug today but know that it is not going to be enough today...Not sure what to do????
Please get them biopsied. If it's nothing, then you can relax, and if it is something, it is much better to squash the problem early rather than trying to tackle it later. Please don't keep waiting. If there is a friend who can go with you, that's good, too.
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