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tnmist posted:
On in a ditch.
Adult...young child.
Happy...depths of depression.
Social...can't cope, crying.
Sleep elusive.
Want better...don't care.
What is WRONG with me???
I can't take this. I just can't. Trying to be normal doesn't work.
I let people down, I know I do, because I want to commit to something and then I just can't cope and follow through.
It's too complicated -- being around people.

Is everyone a pretender?

Scared, scared, scared.
Scarred, scarred, scarred.

Rocking, rocking now.
Hush now. Time to hush.
Where is safety?
Too many thoughts.
Too many years.
Too many hurts.
The hurts never go away.

Don't need a reply.
Just needed to write.

bluerose90 responded:
hey misty.
safe hugs if okay.

i hope you're able to get some rest and that you feel better soon. vent as much as you need to. i don't think we've met before. (i'm back after a long bout of not having internet.) it's nice to meet you! take care.

tnmist replied to bluerose90's response:
Feeling shy today, but thank you Rose. Your picture is very pretty.

bluerose90 replied to tnmist's response:
It's okay Misty. I'm actually shy too so no worries. I love flowers in general but roses are my favorite (three guesses as to why! ) and blue is my favorite color so I loved this picture as soon as I saw it.

I have to say that I like you're lion too! Lions and tigers are so beautiful!

tnmist replied to bluerose90's response:
Thank you again. Wish I felt as strong as it looked. Glad you have Internet again! Nice to meet you.


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