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Sunday Afternoon Thoughts
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marysings posted:
I am hurting.
I cried again at church this morning with my choir director holding me.
I have nightmares every night.
I hear people talking who aren't there.
I have headaches that I can't get under control.
I am tired all the time.
I need to go inpatient but as always, timing is not good.
I am beginning to resent so many trips.
I want to stay home.

My heart pain is almost unbearable.
I don't know what to do.
The memories keep flooding me and they hurt.

I am going to lay down with my pink blanket.
I hope I don't wake up.
I'm strong willed and I tell it like it is. I make mistakes, I'm sometimes out of control, but I love and give with all my heart.
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marysings responded:
It's nearly 11pm and I am waiting for exhaustion before I go to bed. Trying to avoid the never-ending nightmares.

My sadness is too much to handle.
I needed help today and didn't get it.
Am I so hated in this community?
I feel like I am.

Oh, yeah, I know weekends are slow. Maybe I'm jumping to conclusions?

It's close to "that time of the year". Perhaps it will always be difficult for me.

I see DrB and my pdoc on Tuesday.

And my husband is critical again that I can't 'get over it'.
I'm strong willed and I tell it like it is. I make mistakes, I'm sometimes out of control, but I love and give with all my heart.
 
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tnmist replied to marysings's response:
Mary, sometimes this board is slow overall! Hope you are doing better today. I can't speak for others, but I cannot always be here...Will reply as much as possible, though. I'm sorry if you felt neglected this weekend. (((Mary)))
Every day begins with an act of courage and hope: Getting out of bed. - Mason Cooley

Misty
 
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marysings replied to tnmist's response:
Misty, thank you for your response. I don't know why I complained about the lack of response. I know there are several 'regulars' who are just lurking. And I also know that weekends are slow.

Please don't feel bad about not answering.

mary
I'm strong willed and I tell it like it is. I make mistakes, I'm sometimes out of control, but I love and give with all my heart.
 
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tnmist replied to marysings's response:
No worries, Mary. How are you doing this evening?
Every day begins with an act of courage and hope: Getting out of bed. - Mason Cooley

Misty


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