Hello, I'm really hoping I can find a good answer here. I have been snorting pain killers for about 2yrs now, after I got in a car accident and part of physical therapy is 30 7.5mg Hydrocodone a week. I went from eating a couple every now and then to snorting a couple every few hours. Now, I cannot go an hour without my nose burning horribly and my throat getting sore. The longer I go, the worse it becomes until you can't focus on anything except the pain. My eyes water, my throat starts to swell and it feels like there are tiny needles peircing my nose from the inside out. I want to stop snorting pills altogether.
I had a weekend planned to detox, I got some Xanax and attempted to sleep through the pain but I couldn't stay asleep. I had gotten saline rinses, saline gel, sore throat spray, cough drops and have even tried swabbing the inside of my nose with Orajel and it helped but nothing has worked.
I know that the drugs have eatin away the lining of my nose, which could possibly become infected and can have permanent effects. I know I could easily overdose and I know this is taking a terrible toll on my liver. I know I should check into rehab or go to the ER and I should definately tell my doctor. What I don't know is what I can do to stop this terrible ridiculous pain that has me horribly depressed and scared that I won't be able to quit pain pills without letting my family and my colleagues know that I have been hiding this addiction that has turned my world upside down.
I hope someone can help me.