Trying to Conceive: 12 Months, Still Trying Community

TRIGS As I sit here typing this I can hardly believe I'm actually doing it. I got a BFP!!!!! Our timing was perfect this C, I O'd over Halloween which was also our anniversary weekend and we spent it alone at the beach. But, our timing has been perfect so many times before, and honestly for the past few months I had all but given up hope for us to conceive naturally. AF was due last Monday and did not come, but she's been playing tricks with me for the last 6 months after always being dead on 30 days apart before, so I have gotten used to the tricks. I tested Tuesday afternoon for the simple fact that I knew I would get my BFN over with and not overanalyze and obsess until AF came. Sure enough BFN, so I gave up. By Saturday when still no AF had arrived, I went out and bought 3 tests. All Saturday night I had dreams that I got a BFP - freaky and strange dreams, but they all ended the same. How could I not test Sunday morning after that? Sure enough, instant BFP. This morning to be sure I didn't dream the whole thing I took another test, and this one was instant too and even darker! I am in total shock. I know it is way too early to celebrate, but I am so happy. It was this time last year I was giving up hope when I wandered onto the TTC 6 mos board. There I met so many amazing women, some of you are still here :sad: , some of you have moved on :wink: , but all of you have been true sisters to me. I feel so blessed to have met each and every one of you and share in all the ups and downs. Please do not ever give up hope! I pray every day that every one of you gets all the happiness you deserve. You are all so brave and strong and I admire you each so deeply. Much love and baby dust to you all, Jen :grin: