Trying to Conceive: 6 Months, Still Trying Community

I never, NEVER imagined I'd be writing this. Not this C at least. Most of you probably read the thread Cassidy started yesterday....I was going to wait to test, but I was at CVS so I picked them up. I had very mild, sparatic, cramping last night, so I was sure AF was on her way, but my temp jumped significantly to 98.24 this morning and I couldn't help myself. Well......

B-F-P!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it! I broke down, I'm ashamed to say. All of my pre-thought grand plans to tell DH were out the window. I was crying uncontrollably and of course he asked what was wrong. I passed him the 2 EPTs with the + sign in the test window and he just looked at me confused. He said "I thought you were supposed to be happy" lol. I couldn't even get out the words, I was shaking and crying uncontrollably. Happy tears though. The happiest tears of my life. This moment is unreal.

I'm not leaving just yet, I hope you don't mind. I want to wait to get the blood work and be sure my numbers climb. Like most of us, I still have to worry about this bean being sticky. But as DH said, at least I know I can get pregnant. And until I'm forced to, I refuse to think I want be holding my LO in my arms come April.

Thank you, thank you, thank you. All of you that have, and are, sharing this journey with me. Jessica-I know everything this pregnancy is going to be fine for you, I know it in my heart. Becca, Cassidy, Megan, Audrey, Meghan, Angie, Jen, Cathy, Christy, Ashley, Vanessa...all of you! (I'm sorry, names are really escaping me right now, I'm barely getting this out-but I love all of you ) Adrian-I'm sure you'll see this! Thank goodness you had enough hope for the THREE of us, as you said! You should go into the Jenny Renny business It's early girls, anything can happen, but for now, I'm so happy I could burst. So don't lose hope girls, ever, even through all the trials and tribulations, the (trigs) m/c's, I have complete faith and confidence that you all will get your sticky beans one day, hopefully soon. And since you are all amazing, wonderful women, I have no doubt you'll all make great mommies!!