thank you for your replies...
i just dont know what it is. Before i started trying last year and before i got on birth control, i never went more than 4 months without ovulating. after getting off BC last year in july i ovulated once in august. Since then ive been on cycles of clomid at 50 mg, 100mg and 150 mg. In between i would take provera to bring on a period. the longest i went without any medication this year was when i was waiting to see my RE, which was about 45 days. my RE does not know why i completely stopped ovulating. i dont know if its because of the constant provera/clomid cycles. i am not giving up completely yet, but i think if i give my body a break and let it do its own thing, maybe it'll work.
ill keep you guys posted. thank you for all your support. i was bawling my eyes out today and my husband didnt know what to say. its nice to come here and talk to you ladies, who know exactly how i feel...